A few more ..
It does not matter if I am happy with the end result all the time. The point is that I enjoy the process. Melting the glass, turning that torch on . Making the bead .
It is a time where I can either think of nothing at all or have all sorts running through my head. It is only myself in that shed making and melting away .
Practice will start showing results of that perfect bead that may or may not ever happen.
Its all part of the process ..... That really matters .......
I have found something that can calm me inside and out .